The Saddest Dream I Ever Had????

Hello, sorry about my recent outburst yesterday, couldn't help it. Just too frustrated with where I am right now.. Don't wanna talk about that. Instead, I will be talking about the 'Most saddest dream I ever had' Here goes, quite some time ago, I was feeling down like I did yesterday, well, not as quite as bad as yesterday. When I slowly drifted to sleep at night, I dreamed that a plane had crashed into the school during PJ. (I think I remembered seeing 'Pacific Vista Airlines' written on the side with a sun and ocean logo on the body of the plane) I ran into the school even as my friends shouted at me not to go. What I saw, I will never forget.. Chaos, death, destruction everywhere.. Everywhere I turned, I'd see a familiar face, dead, lying in a pile of blood and wreckage.. I saw teachers, close friends, people I hardly knew all dead or dying.. Then I saw someone I knew, ALIVE!! She was pinned under a piece of collapsed ceiling, nearby, a wing from the plane, burning. I tried to help her, she kept screaming at me to just go. I didn't go, because I knew that a plane's wing housed one of two fuel tanks. I tried with all my strength to set her free, but eventually, I realized I couldn't help her, the wing exploded and a piece of wall fell on me. I kept yelling for someone to come, but like in the movies, nobody came. Some time later, dark clouds had formed and it had started to rain heavily. The school was starting to flood, I kept screaming for help until the water level had risen enough to cover my head. My vision had started to blur, gasping for air, I swallowed lungfulls of water instead. I was drowning. I woke up early in the morning, cold and shivering as though I had really been drowning in rubble. I think I had been really shouting in my dreams, my pillow was damp (slightly) with tears. (I'm not gross, I washed that pillow the next morning) From that day onwards, I made a promise to myself to see the world differently, a place filled with kind and loving people. A place anyone would call home. I tried to look at the glass half full. I tried to see the good in people, I'd place myself in their shoes to try to understand a little more. But recently, I've really been feeling down. Hope I'll recover soon enough.. Thanks for reading, bye..