Dear Santa..

(My house looks nothing like in the picture by the way) I did this because I felt really bored.. and because I'd really like to own some of this stuff =P First of all, before you judge me, I'd like to apologize to everyone I've hurt and hope that they find it in their heart to forgive me. Since I was born, I've experienced 13 Christmases. I found that people take joy in sending and receiving material things (especially receiving) I've felt down all year, and even on my birthday, I was horrified that I couldn't feel anything. I couldn't happiness any more. I feel numb.. even physical wounds don't hurt that much anymore. Sometimes, I don't even notice them there. So for this Christmas, I want happiness. Is that hard? I can't think of any possible way someone can give a person happiness. That someone usually buys something expensive for the person to make them happy, for example, a laptop. The idea of getting one doesn't really make me feel happy. In the end, it's just an machine, and like all machines, It will eventually break or get outdated. Plus my brother probably will take it from me and watch porn on it, thus, corrupting it.. So in the end, it doesn't make me happy to own one. But you can always try =P. I want only ONE of the things below (though it'd very nice of you to give me all, xD jk):



1) A dog for me to love and one that will love me back. =D A Siberian Husky!! (Because I noticed the lines under my eyes look like the spectacle markings on the dog) or a German Shepherd, or a Golden Retriever!! (really, any dog that will suit me)

2) My story to be finished and turned into a hard copy for everyone to read. I don't really care if it gets published or not.



3) Perjanjian IbuBapa 2010 - 2013 - Isi Kandungan:
- Ibubapa mengiktiraf saya sebagai seorang individu yang mempunyai perasaan dan cita rasa tersendiri.
- Ibubapa membenarkan saya memakai baju-baju dari Catch Up
- Ibubapa tidak membazirkan masa saya dengan melakukan aktiviti-aktiviti yang tidak berfaedah seperti melawat saudara mara, menghadiri majlis hari jadi sepupu, etc. (Always end up being the last to leave, sitting at the bloody table waiting for my father to finish his f*cking beer.)

Etc.. etc.. *Will be thinking about some more rules to add.



4) The XBOX 360, because I want something to play with.. I don't own a game console..



5) The Dell Adamo, or:



The Alienware M9700, al in one gaming laptop. I just want a laptop for myself. So that EVERYTHING in it is 100% ME, not contaminated whatsoever by the mischief done by my brothers.

6) I just want to watch a movie.. any good movie. @.@

I think that's all.. I really hope I get the dog. I've tried signaling to my parents, but I think they think that the picture in my phone is a wolf. ==" Well, just praying at the moment. Oh, yeah, PLEASE comment to signal that you've been to my blog. There just isn't any comments to respond to @.@ It's so boring at home.. everyone all chow go on holiday adi.. I maybe going Malacca in December for three days. I think that's the only holiday trip I'm getting this year, besides Hong Kong in June.