Open Day and Birthday

Open Day = Huge friggin' facade to force retarded parents into buying the stupid red strips of paper.... F*cking rip-off!! At first, I wasn't going for the stupid carnival, but then Pn. Looi asked my mother to buy RM50 of them.... and she said "yes"... Did okay in the exams, so nothing bad to say about me (What's the point of studying anymore!!? There's no future for my kind: "non-bumi." The window of opportunity? Boarded up with planks of racism and nails of lies) So f*cking pissed right now!! D8< Can't sleep because the damn water tank keeps leaking water and the leaked water is siphoned into the bathroom which makes splashing sounds as it cascades down onto the sink and the floor...
Birthday = It was okay... Who am I kidding... It sucked... Just another stupid promise and a stupid cake that my fat-ass brother will eat whole... Yee Hsuen and her sister got me a T-shirt! If you're reading this, thanks a mil. =) Seriously, can't wait to grow up and then say "F*CK YOU, OLD BITCH!!" instead of "I'm sorry" when some old woman like Pn. Ung tells me off... When will they learn? Respect can't be forced, it has to be earned. The world is filled with retards and stupid, rude, irritating people, and to them, I say "BURN IN HELL, DEMONS OF STUPIDITY!!!" What I wouldn't give to not exist in the first place... I don't belong here... Never did, never will... WTF did I do to deserve to be sentenced to who knows how long I have left on this damn planet?!! Be happy? Honestly, I don't see the point in that: It just takes too much out of me... I don't know what to do anymore... Even if I wanted to get involved with the gangs and drugs, it wouldn't mean much because the gangs here are just f*cking pathetic... I mean really, snatching handbags from old women and threatening people with puny blades? I'd kick them in the balls and steal their wallet and phone just for sucking so much at being gangster, not acting all full of myself, just saying... I tend to be emotionally unstable, so I'm sorry in advance if you're reading this.